i really duno wad to say nw .
everythg`s SO damn different .
nd i duno wad to do anymore .
maybe ids a good thg .
maybe we shld jus get on with our lives
maybe we shldnt waste mre of each others` tym
ids jus MAYBE ,
cos i knw i cant do id .

HI ! i`m in sch blogging cn . i`m NOT ponning any lessons ,, i`m having muy BREAK . hahahs . i feel lyk ponning PE ltr cos i thk i`m nt feeling vry well . YEA ! i`m GOING to be an OGL okays !! damn bloody EXCITED laaaaa . nd i`m gg to be one of the LEVEL CAMP FACILITATORS . wee ~ i shall blog agn whn i get hme IF i have the tym . :)))

i had training tdy . went macs to eat our dinner . sat nd chat wif mich nd evon . we were laughing lyk duno wad laaaaaa . hahahas !!!! i laughed nd laughed nd laughed nd LAUGHED . www.laozharbo.blogspot.com - jus follow law . we talked bout all the jack neo`s movies nd we LAUGHED . hahahs !!!! took a train to kovan nd took bus hme .





A VOICE WITHIN


Young girl, don't cryI'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl, it's all right
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly

When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Young girl, don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl, just hold tight
And soon you're gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you're lost outside look inside to your soul

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Yeah...Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know
You'll make it
You'll make it
Just don't go forsaking yourself
No one can stop you
You know that I'm talking to you

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

bestest nd muy LEGS

me nd kexin

faus nd me

went NY to hand in the OGL form nd gt muy ct`s signature . i THOT i wld be late but i`m nt lahs . hahhas . handed in the forms nd i went to change . slacked in the canteen for a while bfore gg to cp . ate brkfast wif mf . limmy gen faus nd wen dey al came so we went back nc tgth . we were NOT allowed in the sch cos of sme improper attire . lyk totally WTH !!! i was damn FCUKING irritated cn . went bugis wif faus limmy dey al . met gen ,, ruth ,, yy nd huiying . shopped a while . went tp for dental app . THANKS FAUS nd RUTH for accompanying me thr . faus went back . took 65 to twn . ate dinner dere nd i saw KEXIN !!! hahahs . went starbucks den went hme .


THX KEXIN for the STRAWBERRY MILKSHAKE . 3/5 milkshake nd 2/5 pearl . hahahas !!!

THANKS bestest for the letter nd for pei-ing me out .

THX faus for being muy listening ear .


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i went to sch tdy ,, id was jus as if i didnt go to sch .
the valentines` dae bazaar rocks cn .
i`ve so many ppl to thank ltr . hahahas .

BIG THANKS to :
1. GEN
2. kexin
3. caroline
4. wendytan
5. sam
6. yt
7. sharon
8. evon
9. cs

nd those who gave me presents if i miss dem out .

i totally LOVE the flowers laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa .
BIG THANKS ppl .


ppl wld drift apart slowly once dey have less tym to spend tgth .
i told muyself we wld nt .
but i knw i`m jus trying to run away frm muy fears .

i knw i`m demanding
dats bcos eur too impt .
i`m so afraid
dats bcos eur too too impt .

went to watch ADRIFT tdy . played pool at plaza after dat . went TRAINING okays !!! lyk wth . hahahhs . went to have dinner at macs nd went hme .

i HOPE
i WISH


thx bestest for waiting for me for lyk 3++ hrs .
nd i LOVE dat prezzie laaaaaaa .
eu ROCK the world .
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i gt the digi cam tdy .
THANKS AH MA !!!
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i`m getting muy new fone next week .
i`m HAPPY nd CONTENTED .
a vry vry vry NYCE new year for me .
i wanna thank everyone who`ve helped me .



thx bestest ,,
w/o eu i wldnt have gotten such excellent results .
BIG THANKS .

i guess i`m OBSESSED wif singing . i`ve been wanting to sing for lyk since ytd but muy DVD player jus didnt want me to sing . lyk wth lahs . went to get results tdy . i`m seriously S-H-O-C-K-E-D ,, shocked . i gt 10 anw . i thk the whole world wldnt believe id cos i myself dont . hahahs . i cried lyk a few seconds after stepping into the hall . i was sad cos dis wld be the LAST tym everyone gathers in the hall . i jus felt SAD lahs . i hugged faus nd i told her dis maybe the last tym we are able to see each other . was rly emo laaaaaaaa . den almost everyone ard me started crying . hahahs . mf nd phy . i was rly sad ,, jus as if i`m leaving evrythg behind . i suddenly LOVE nchs so much . hahahahs . took our results nd i`m happy everyone were happy .

faus ,, cheer up alrytes !!
i`m always here for eu girl .

went hme to change nd went out for THE ONE . NAT rocks totally cn . he`s so cute nd dat made me HIGH . hahahhahs !!! imagine me screaming . lols . went macs to have muy SUPPER . hahahahas . went hme after dat . anw ,, mf knws hw to communicate wif animals cos she claims dat she knws animal language . i heard her communicating wif a DOG . hahahahas !!!



i knew eu cn do id .

i`ve decided to blog cos i`m nt happy . nt happy does nt mean bu shuang . oh ya ,, i send flowers to THREE person . hahahs . they mus be so TOUCHED nd honoured lahs . after assembly ,, the sc board was lyk FLOODED cn . dere were so many ppl crowding ard the board . yt ,, sam ,, gen nd i handed in our forms tgth . NY ppl are so CARING nd LOVELY lahs . everyone were lyk sending flowers . so sweet . hahahahs . went to MST nd i set muy GOAL .

sam nd muy GOAL :
to be lyk tangqian nd evon . hahhahas .

we were laughing nd laughing cn . den the trainer thot we wan to LOOK lyk dem . we jus wan to have their SKILLS . lols . sam want to be the next evon by learning her " backhand piak " nd i wld be tangqian wif her " killer serve " . hahahahs .

went for training ,, coach pair me nd sam as doubles . we performed lyk so BADLY cn . really badly lahs ,, i was lyk on the verge of CRYING laaaaaaa . was rly upset by our performance tdy . went hme after training .

i`ve decided nt to attend sch tmr . i`m gg out wif LEONGS !!
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eu dun knw .

i have SO SO SO much to post yet i duno hw to put id in proper sentences . nt exactly PROPER SENTENCES but i jus duno hw to put id in words . so i`ve decided nt to write anymore .

i hope DIYA wins
i`m EXCITED .
OMG !!
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WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF .
DIYA LOST .

forever liddat cn . WAD THE !!!! ids OBVIOUS dat diya ROCKS laaaaaaaaa .
nvm ,, i`m still forever DIYA`S FAN !!
DIYA ROCKS OKAYS .

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ONE FINE YEAR ,,
MEL will be the SUPERSTAR .
hahahahahas .

Labels: DIYA DIYA

i attended sch tdy ! nd ON TIME ! lols . the finalists for THE ONE is out nd yeeling gt in . weeuweets ! nd the sc announced dat NAT wld be coming during the finals nd i was lyk OMG OMG OMG . i bcame super high in the parade square lahs . hahahas . went for lectures nd tutorials . i PON physics lab laaaaaaa . i`m feeling rly REMORSEFUL about id okays . hahahs . went to play squash nd i was SHOCKED dat the squash ball is actually almost as small as a ping pong ball . lols . went to slack in the canteen nd bought the THE ONE tix . nd sam dared me to do dis ::

mel : aiya , call ahben lahs .
sam : okok . eu call him den say "hello ben ars ,, i wan 10 tix for the one . nd dun forget muy 2 free tix hors "

she says id wif sexy actions nd wadever .
hahahahs !!!


went for the last tutorial of the day nd went hme alrdy .
anw ,, i TOTALLY forgt about the parents meeting thgy laaaaaa .
lols .


BIG THANKS TO
NG KEXIN !!!
thx for that little cute rose nd smarty the torty .
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