hii ppl . i didnt attend sch tdy cos i was too sick . i`m nt lying okays . nd i`m nt attending sch tmr too cos i knw i`ll be quite sick . lols . anw ,, i gt in the auditions , ya , but i knw i wun get in the 2nd round so i can jus RELAX . i LOST muy voice laaaaaaaaaaa . hais . nd whye are dey cramming everythg tgth ,, ids lyk so RUSH cn . so anw ,, i was BED RIDDEN since sat nd i was able to gt up tdy . FINALLY rytes . muy head`s SPINNING . ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!maybe banging muy head into the wall wld be beter . hahahs . all i wanna do is SLP SLP SLP nd SLP . zzzzzzz .


anw ,,
BIG THANKS to
SAMANTHA KOH SHI QI !!!!
she ROCKS okays !!!!!!!!
ty ty nd ty !!!!!!
((((:



sry for negleting eu bestest,,
i was rly sick nd i dun evn have the strength to press my fone cn .
sorry okays .
imisseutoo .
(((:

OH YES !! i`m gg back nchs tmr for TT . YAYYYYYYY !! i rly duno whye but i kinda look forward to id . maybe i`m in LOVE wif NAN CHIAU . ke ai de nan chiau . hahahahs !! i cn once agn SLACK during traing . wahahhas .


had lessons tdy nd i ALMOST ,, i say ALMOST ,, fell aslp during chinese lesson . hahahs . had 2 long breaks tdy so we went container to SLACK . hahahs . i LOVE caroline`s ipod nano cn . had PE at 430 , dont eu thk ids lyk a bit EARLY ?! lols . played frisbie (i`m nt sure if i spelt id correctly) nd id was quite FUN . ((((: went hme after dat .


anw ,,
I`M IN RED HOUSE !!!!
OMG OMG OMG .
RED ROCKS ROCKS nd ROCKS TOTALLY laaaaaaaaa .
((((:

GET A LIFE PLS

hw i wish i cld jus get out frm dis FCUKING world ,, hw i wish i cld jus drink sme watever nd forget every FCUKING thg dat happened for the past 16 yrs . hw i wish oh hw i wish . i jus hate the FUCKING way ppl deals with thgs ,, al those FREAKING questions nd FCUKED UP reactions . WTF . ppl only knw hw to ASSUME everythg nd the worse thg is dat they actually thk dat they are RIGHT . oh WTH .

so whr has the TRUST gone to ?
i guess id kinda DIED longgggggggggg tym ago . whye cant i jus have frens ,, whye do dey lyk to ask me such disgusting questions ? nd whye do i have to ans dem almost EVERYDAY ? i`m seriously FCUKING tired of such thgs nd wadever . i knw i wld turn CRAZY one day if dese continues . wld dey understnd ? no dey dont nd wld NEVER . i`m too tired to say any more nd i jus hope dat one fine day ,, everythg wld be over .

ppl shldnt have HIGH expectations of thgs cos whn ids too high ,, the fall wld be harder . nd dey shld ACCEPT the thgs as dey are . i totally HATE others to JUDGE me whn dey dont evn knw wad the hell is gg on . so GET AWAY FROM ME as far as possible .



*i`m nt refering to anyone here so ya if eu are guilty den . . .

haven been blogging for dono hw long ,, so i`m HERE nw to blog . -.- have been quite busy in sch the past few days . muy lesson end LATE almost EVERYDAY cn . wth . nd i have training for lyk 2 days per week . dats TIRING cn . tmr ,, i wld be gg queensway for mut TT tee . hahahs . RHYME . gg back NCHS next wed for TT ,, i`m so LOOKING FORWARD to id laaaa . hahahs . anw ,, ids quite late alrdy . so yaaaaaaa . hahahs .



smashed
fcuk*

had training tdy . met BESTEST for dinner . nd went hme . i`m nw at hme ,, so nt touching muy BOOKS !! i thk i`ll die at NY . hais .


i miss BESTEST !!
thx for such a wonderful letter .

sch starts at NINE tmr . COOL rytes . muy class ends at 5 tmr laaaaaa . hais . i thk i`m STRESSED nw alrdy . hahahs . having training tmr till lyk 730 . anw ,, i dun understand anythg i was taught . yars ,, i knw i`m DUMB .








i wanna thank muy BESTEST for evrythg .
for tolerating all muy nonsense nd all .
i`m glad ,, so glad .
hit louvre`

i tried

went to sch for maths nd econs . went to slack a while at the library wif kex ,, gen nd wk . went canteen to eat nd went for lecture . the maths teacher is FUNNY cn . slacked in the canteen for bout 1.5hrs nd went to econs lect. the lecturer was FAST lahs . ate lunch nd went hme .thx

KEXIN for the TORTOISE !
:)))))

anw ,, i`m in CT0727






shatteredintoamillionpieces
idstoodeeptoodeep
hwdoitelluidhurtslykfuckinshyt
ndicriedlykfuckinhell

i`ve gt nth to blog the past few days lahs . hahas .
id was sch ,, sch nd more schooling . had the cca thg tdy nd i played netball cn . hahahs . id has been AGES since i played ,, nd guess wad ,, i LOST muy skill . lols .
tdy was chao embarrassing lorrrrrrr . i jus PURELY wanted to join SC ,, but i was tooooooo PS to even walk dere to give the form . LOLS !! i`ll be handing in the form tmr !!!! hahahahas . went training nd ate at chomp x2 . PT is TOUGH laaaaaa .

having PE tmr . ids TWO hours ,, T-W-O !! i thk i`ll die dere . hahahas . deres common lunch tmr . chinese nd civics i thk .

p.s : wk ,, THX for the jacket .


anw ,, i`m in 0715 !


:))))

PYRO PYRO ROCKS !!
OG #o7 ROCKS !!


2nd day was SENTOSA . dere were many games station for us to complete . i love the EGG station BEST . cos ..... the EGG is CUTE . LOLS !! had mild sunburn laaaaa . had a fashion parade dere nd me nd other 3 of muy grp members went to " DECORATE " clement . hahahahas . id was hilarious cn . dismiss at sentosa . went to have dinner at vivo wif yt ,, sam ,, sharon ,, wendy ,, zk ,, kj ,, jh ,, erica nd jason . went hme after dat .


3rd day was FUN laaaaa . we played games nd practised our CHEERS !!!! had a cheering competition but PYRO LOST !!!!! everyone were lyk so upset lahs . but nvm ,,

PRYO WON THE BEST FACTION !!!!!!!!!!!

yayyyy !!
the skit by the SCs were funny nd nyce lahs . esp the TEAM ROCKET . lols .
after dat was DISCO NYTE !!

id was the BEST of the BEST laaaaa . everyone was so HIGH .
i LOVE DISCO NYTE .


4th day was CIP . OG#o7 went to toa payoh to do out flag day . id was quite tiring . went back NY to hand in our bags . nd ya ....... hahahahs . went to have out OG LUNCH . the tomyam was GOOOOOD . lols . went dental app nd met up wif BESTESTFREN . took 65 to orchard .
i GOT the SAINTS tee !! hahahas . thx to her . walked all the way to FAR EAST nd BACK to PS in lyk 1 hr . bought frenship bands . hahahas . went to catch a movie nd ate LJS . went hme .


thx for everythg bestestfren .
:)))))

went sentosa .
i shall eleborate more tmr ,, TOO TIRED !!
i need sme SLEEP !!






"A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words."

i didn’t want to admit it
it was easier to lie
to hide the hurt and emptiness
to smile instead of cry

went NYJC for orientation . id was FUN but TIRING .

I`M IN OG #07 !!!!

firstly ,, we had a LONG talk by the principal followed by some subject talks nd wadever . BORED ! ltr the OGL`s were introduced to us nd the student councils acted out a skit for us . id was ICE BREAKERS after dat . played some games nd knw more ppl . had lunch wif sam nd gen nd id was FACTION TYM . learnt a few cheers which was nyce laaaaa . went to hall to learn sme MASS DANCE nd NY`s TRADITIONAL DANCE . id was quite complicating cos i was alrdy HALF DEAD . hahahahs . went to play games nd to end id all was the SKIT - scene 2 . lols . met a NYCE gurl dere . :)))

gg SENTOSA tmr !!
i`m looking forward to id cn .




i`m afraid dat one day ,, everythg wld be GONE .
GONE ,, GONE nd GONE .
i dun wanna lose eu BESTESTFREN .
))):

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE !!

went to watch fireworks at marina square wif yt ,, kj ,, sam ,, zk ,, phyy ,, mf nd jh . kh nd ruth met us ltr . we ate out DINNER on the STEPS . LOLS . ppl cheered even when balloons were let out into the air . dats wad eu call ENTHUSIASTIC . we found a balloon nd sign all of our names nd let id into the air when id was arnd 12 . the FIREWORKS were GREAT laaaaaaaa . we rushed to a better spot cos we cant see id on the stairs .

I LOVE THE FIREWORKS .
:))))))))))))))))
BEAUTIFUL laaaaaaa .

went to meet ah ger jie nd andi kor . we walked frm RAFFLES CITY TO GEYLANG . id wan nt vry tiring lahs . i`ve been trained to walk nd shop since young . hahhaahhas . rch hme arnd 2+ ,, bathe nd slept .

went my ah ma`s hse tdy . was having sme FLU cn . HATE IT .



sch`s reopening real SOON laaaaa .
HAIS HAIS HAIS .
hw i wish ids still the HOLS .
i rly duno wad will happen .