RUTH came muy hse tdy . hahas . we said we wld study nd we studied A WHILE . den played audition . ruth`s PRO lahs . i was trashed by evryone ,, saddening . den we decided to catch a movie . only me ,, ruth nd jh cld make id . went PS to try our luck but the tix were sold out nd the tix for STAY ALIVE were al single seats . so we decided to crash the ARCADE . went to ruth`s STITCH MACHINE . den saw dis machine which ,, if we are real lucky ,, we cld win a handphone ;; N70 okays . was so tempted to play but no ;; i`m nt wasting muy $$ on dis . went parklane to have our dinner nd played pool . id was muy day lahs . lmao . singaporeans are jus so in need of $$ ; long queues infront of the atm machine . ruth nd jh went hme den i went to meet muy mum .

shagged .

knew somethings tdy .
weird feelings ,, uneasy .
i knw i`m okay but i dont knw if i`m nt .


i wont say a word .

i was quite pissed with some fcking attitude . wads the problem with eu ,, thinking eur vry GREAT ? oh pls ,, look at the state eur in nw nd wad have eu got to influence them with eur AP . ids so irritating me cn . anw ,, went ps with ruth nd jh . we were walking ard when we SPOTTED an extremele COOL shop . id is a new shop nd the " drawer " thing was real COOL . we den decided to snack at GALARE ( tink i spelt id rongly ,, but ids okay ) . sat dere to eat muy TWO SCOOPS of soy chocolate obsession nd strawberry cheesecake with waffle while ruth nd jh only ate ONE SCOOP . LMAO . the strawberry cheesecake flavour was great lahs . sat dere for lyke duno hw many hours having some heart-to-heart talk . id was really NYCE talking to dem lahs . we talked bout everything under the sun cn ,, felt really great . didnt want to leave but ids lyk almost al the shops are closing nd i`m meeting muy MUM at some ulu place . oh nvm .

RUTH ; JH :: really sry cos i really need to go . next tyme we shall sit nd talk again alrytes . =D

i use to think the MORE the MERRIER ;;
but id doesnt seem to be NOW .

the less the happier ?

dlrow ym skcor htur .
thanks for evrythg .

ids nt eur fault ,,
maybe ids mine .

no ANGER ;
jus SADNESS .

since everything is as wad eu said ,,
i`m SPEACHLESS .

maybe
i shld jus CRY nd CRY nd CRY nd CRY ,,
nd FLOOD muyself to DEATH .

23o9o6;;

went ECP wif yt ,, phy ,, mf ,, kj nd jh . walked a LONG distance frm PP bfor rching . met yt dere nd we saw TERRANCE nd his BRO . his bro was smoking lahs . we were discussing bout guys who smoke nd phy was AGITATED cos she thinks guys who smoke are so nt cool .

WE ARE TERRANCE`S FANS !!
HE IS OUR IDOL !!
LMAO .

had REAL FUN dere . furs we went to cycle . cycyled to the jetty . took LOTS nd LOTS of FOTOS !! nd thx to kj the GREAT PHOTOGRAPHER . he gave us sme nyce ideas nd the fotos ROCKS lahs !! we cycled back den went macs to CHILL nd haf our TEA-BREAK bfor continuing our FUN . went to the beach to play . tt PART WAS THE BEST of all .
I LOVE DEM ALL !!
<3

went PP nd decided to play lan . id was fun ,, the last match was me nd phy tgth in one team while jh nd kj in another team . we gt TRASHED AT FURS ,, but we REVIVED ltr . phy was damn funny cn ,, i was alrdy dead nd when she died she told me whr is kj nd jh WHEN I AM ALRDY DEAD !! lmao . met RUTH .


RUTH WORE A SKIRT !!
ps: RUTH next tyme we go TOWNING tgth eu MUST wear SKIRT hors !!
den we go TOP SHOP ,, ZARA ,, FOREVER 21 ,, MANGO +++ TRY TOPS !! .


anw ,, ytd was a FUN FUN FUN day .
I LOVE DEM TOTALLY LAHS .

WAVERLY = LENA
smebody pls tel me dat
WAVERLY = LENA .

i screwed up muy paper . thx to WAVERLY .


PRELIMS OVER ,,
LTE US ALL CHIIIIIILLLLLLL befor results are out !!!!!!

smething is totally WRONG with me .
i feel dat i`m searching for SOME THINGS ;; but i have no idea wad they are .
everything`s CHANGING frm bad to worse .



I AM GOING CRAZEEEE SOON .

i totally SCREWED UP muy chinese paper alrytes . the compo was relatively difficult nd the best part is I DIDNT FINISH WRITING . wth lahs . muy dictionary was dere just for EMBELLISHMENT . nt dat i`m too PRO but ids jus dat i didnt have time to even CHECK id lahs . so i just conveniently wrote HAN YU PIN YIN . COMPO nd LETTER dat is . i`m seriously gonna FAIL . FAIL BADLY . i`m getting so depressed .


i`m EXTREMELY touched ,,
cos i`m fallin` in LOVE with eu .




whye cant dis feelin' jus FADE away
ids such a SHAME ,, we're worlds APART
i`m too shy to ask ,, i`m too PROUD to LOSE
bud sooner or ltr i gotta choose
But sooner or later, I gotta choose
TAKING THE EASY WAY OUT .

id is easier said then done . some said i still care and i knw i still care but SO WHAT . i knw its nt easy at all .
i seem to knw EVERYTHING ,, but the fact is i DONT . i seriously dont UNDERSTAND wad is HAPPENING .
i knew eu were merely joking but i took it seriously ,, jus to RUN AWAY frm reality .
DELUDING myself ,, telling myself dat eu CARE .

i said i wld STOP evrythg ,, but cn i really DO IT .


to : DEAREST ZK ,, I`M NOT EMO LAAAAAAS .


*JH is SO SO SO BIASED lahs !!

CRY LYK NOBODY`S BUSINESS

ids neither here nor dere .
i`d rather stop this befor ids too DEEP .
i`m like so STUCK in the MIDDLE .
i`m SO SO SO tired bout al dis .
hw i wish i cld jus break FREE frm dis wrld .
can eu PLS do smth bout id ??



i hate eur ATTITUDE .
id sucks like SHIAT .